wells today was so shitt . it was pretty good in the morning right until i got to school. i saw chuong this morning and yeah talked abit . when i got to school; a hugeee issue was confirmed to me. an issue that i wished was never true. i kept telling myself i was paranoid but i guess not.

so anyways i was told right as the bell went for homeroom. i started crying on the way day, during homeroom, during first period and abit into second. it was then jean, maggie and brigida decided to cheear me up and talked about random shit . my day got brighter; iwas a little happier til morning tea happened when they weren’t there anymore and i began to think about it again. morning tea went past pretty fast. i was just sitting and eating and thinking.

luckily pr 3 and 4 were with jean, mags and brigida so my mind was taken off it. we were laughing like crazy til lunch where the same happened as morning tea. i started getting depressed again but tried to hide it by being a little more social. it just so happens that my friends already noticed i was down and started texting me asking what was wrong ? o.o ! text ? like honestly.

5 and 6 period was fucked up because i wasn’t with the whole ‘methane’ group. but i was with jean who took my mind off some shit. but it was an assignment lesson so we didn’t really talk much . i was kinda distracted and only got about 1 question filled on my assignment . its due tomorrow .

time for homeroom. so i walked in when everyone was like ‘ OMG CHANTEL ! ; WHAT WAS WRONG THIS MORNING ? D: ‘ i told them and they started getting soft on me . gahhd .

i was walking to the train station was celina and jasmin and we were talking about why i was so depressed . it was fucked up . we went to get gloria jeans because of my ‘depression’ or it was probably just an excuse . we just made the train .

today was so bad , that i don’t even wanna think it . but this is for everyone that wants to know what happened todya .

ciaoooo . hopefully tomorrow will be better .